离别是我的死缺，我接受不到，即使是短暂的离别，那种知道几天后又会见面的离别，我也很不喜欢。请你不要用那种水汪汪，会触电，无辜的眼神来看我，我会崩溃。暂时的离别，各自回去各自的家乡庆新年，我也不例外。应该开开心心的才对，现在搞到这样，haiz…
我的宝贝，请别忽略我。
我的宝贝，请别离开我。我的宝贝，请别放弃我。
我的宝贝，请别忘记我。
我没忽略你，我的宝贝。
我没离开你，我的宝贝。
我没放弃你，我的宝贝。
我没忘记你，我的宝贝。
一句再见可让我想了很多东西，让我情绪低落几天。我的心真的很乱。我都是个二十岁的人了，情绪控制还是那么差劲，我的宝贝，你，你比我好多了。我的确是个很失败的学长。不是你不够好，配不起我，是我不够好没资格当你的学长。真的感到很愧疚，我不是什么好人，不是什么伟人，不是什么很厉害读书的人，没能力帮到你。可能是我想太多了，或者我本来就是这样，根本是个帮不到你的人。我的确是个把感情看得很重的人，是非常重！为什么你们要对我那么好，不值得吧？送我一只这么大只很可爱的怪兽，很想你们几只瓜的时候就抱抱怪兽，亲亲它。除了这样，我不能怎样做了。人家做学长，我做学长，人家那么轻松，没管那么多，我就好像贴身保镖一样粘着。很烦人吧？
The precious things I have in my life is my family, relationships I had before, bromance, sisterhood, friendships and even enemies. I never wanted to give up any one. My family, my very best physical, mental and economical support. They are my everything. Nothing can beat them down. NOTHING! I sincerely thanks those I had confessed to, I do really put all my effort into the relationship, as Chinese proverb goes, 有缘无份，we once be a very close friends, now I hope we are still friends. Bromance, my dear juniors, roommate, housemate, crazy friends. Their craziness never lose. They are the one I have been worried about, I may be thought too much, but it is true that I do love them. Never had a friend who really understand you, listen to you, laugh with you, cry with you, accompany you crosses the up and down of your life. The only way I can repay their goodness is be good to them. Sistar, never expect this came into my life, the sampat-ness of the gang inevitable, impossible anyone can beat them, they are the best and pro. They siao, emo, kisiao, hiao, gila with me all the time.
But now I do really miss my direct junior(DJ) he...he......he.........
I owe him too much I think, I have not been a good senior since the first day I met him. He has been a very great and wonderful juniors to me, bring me a lot of joy, I treasure the joy in it everyday. I'm so pleased to look at him and knowing he is safe and sound, healthy, no harm. What I have did to him is for his good, I just want him to be happy, I may scared him, but I hope wha I did to him does cheer him up everyday.
It is just too much of expression to be express out now, but I have to go, I have classes in the morning 9.
Feel much more relieved, after posting this. Byebye.
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