Wednesday, July 25, 2012

想起她

今天不知怎么的,觉得自己怪怪的
一直想起那一天而已,我人生中难忘的一天


1705---一直出现在我脑海
短短的几个小时,对别人来说就可能是普通的一天的一部分,我却认为是我人生中的一部分。种种的第一次,奇迹发生了!天底下第一个说我是香蕉人的香蕉人,怀疑自己是否那么香蕉。不认识她的情况之下一起出门了,一起出门的美女那么多,但她是那个让我刻骨铭心的。我们一起出门,但我从不知她是我的同班同学?!?! 在报到当天,我错过机会去认识她???我们看了一部电影,但那次是我人生中看电影最不自在的一次了,就是很紧张,不知为什么的,心跳一直上升,那部电影又不是很刺激,都还好而已,而且我还冒冷汗...=.=|||
慢慢的,我认识了她,开始交谈,说话有说有笑,觉得她很不错,但好像很严肃!ishh!日子这么过,我们举办开放日的时候,她也是我的组员之一,之前对她的第一印象就是她有时候会静静,很严肃,但微笑起来还蛮甜的。她喜欢穿高跟鞋,我记得最清楚的,她那双红色高跟鞋配她的工作服,简直...赞!活动日的时候才发现到她很好动怦怦跳跳的,但她的电力是有限公司,一下子就累成小孩一样,坐在那儿想要睡觉。经过那次活动日,生活又回到了课业上了,拼啊!晚上从图书馆下来,去吃点宵夜,轻松轻松一下再去打拚!那个时期,她都和我们三八组一起吃宵夜!有说有笑!我也开始了解她,慢慢看透她是什么样子的人,其实她就是一个年纪18岁的女生,很喜欢吃东西,思想有点小孩子,有时候会很幼稚起来,也会很颠吧...信息,来电通电话,和她吃午饭,一起做功课,谈谈天,知道她多一些些事情,她因宗教关系不庆祝生日,还是第一个呢...那时候的我早就已经被她用了什么魔法,迷住了我,连生日礼物要送什么都想好了,但败北了。我的心早就被钩走了,我想了很久,她值得我去喜欢吗?她值得我去爱吗?她值得接受那些我将付出的牺牲?我想了又想,问了我最好的室友,他也只点点头,看了一些照片给我看,我了解了一件事!!爱情没有对与错,没有谁对谁错,没有谁付出比较多。爱情没值不值得,不是在玩股票,有付出就别希望有回报,你喜欢的你就做!没人能阻止你!就这样我告白了,但她拒绝了。可能她看到她的室友和男友分手,伤心哭泣,不想被伤害,我个人看法。但没关系,再接再厉!气氛就变得怪怪的,很尴尬,见到她都一声不哼,好像不认识那样。就这样过我们的生活,到了年尾考试前,还有联络...圣诞节时,就送了简单的祝福。我们好好的过了2011,2012又是新的开始。人人都很期待的情人节,以前的我,二月十四就是很普通的一天,今年有所不一样,我庆祝的第一个情人节。情人节在考试期间,前一个星期,我连夜赶工,不是读书而是折玫瑰,我做过最大的手工。情人节前夕,半夜4点了,还在做!我的好兄弟,还陪我熬夜,帮忙我,我不会忘记你们的。做完了,睡个觉,早上的课都没去了,太累了,之后还要考试!测验完毕,走出考场,我的朋友都帮我拖延时间把她给留着,等人群疏散后,轮到我出击!我把花送给她,她就只说:“哇.......谢谢你。”之后多加一句“你做的花很美。”我们走回去,我和她走向另一个方向,我没有开口,但她开口了。“你知道吗,你是送过我最多朵玫瑰的男生。之前我的朋友都只送一朵两朵,我没有收过这么多朵花。”当时的我,有飞起来的感觉,但是............我们找个地方坐下来,她告诉我,她从以前到现在都把我当朋友看待,没有超越那个限度。她很想超越那个限度,但不想的起因是从我身上来的。我太过忙碌,有时候真的不能及时回她信息,忙完了累了也就这样忘了回她信息。我觉得她是怕我没有时间陪她吧?这个结果在我预料之中,我并没不满反而很感谢她,感谢她让我能渡过情人节,永远会回忆的情人节。就这样,她当了好朋友渡过我大学预备班的生涯,她走了,我们各个都各分东西,有可能会是最后一起见面了。很不舍,但得放手。我的朋友问我,怎样好?放手吧...起初,我坚持说不,但之后不久,我们又见面了,一起去旅行,那几天我真的很开心,虽然我一个人在码头等她等了4个小时,但我愿意,当我看到她,心松了下来,嘴上自然挂上笑容。旅行回来之后,我想了很多天,我告诉我那位朋友,我选择了放弃,不想让我自己那么辛苦,让她难堪。当时的心情是这么想的。

但我想在此告诉我那位朋友
你赢了!
我做不到!不是那么容易的事啊!我始终放不下!
我现在还是会告诉我那位朋友,我爱的人还是她!始终是她!
我亲爱的那位朋友不要讲我恶心啦!哈哈

回去能看到她,我真的很高兴...她安然无事,我就很放心!
爱一个人不一定要得到她,她开心的时候你也会为她感到开心








Thursday, July 12, 2012

Degree Application Result


Yesterday was a shocking, happy and sad day for me. I feel happy at first, continue to know the result of degree program application, my level of happiness drop till negative value. I can't believe what I heard, it was outrageous, ridiculous. My friend didn't get their application pass. 

To me, it is meaningless if I went in for degree program without my friends.
My gangs from 20 people, now become 8 or 9 only.
We all planned to stay in 1 apartment together, planning goes well till the result out...woshh! disappear!
The roommate I planned to live with all didn't get it! How things would change till this situation?

I feel sad for my friend, my mood was down the whole day, my mind come up with a lot of sweet memories we had together during our foundation year.

Three of my best listener - they didn't get what they want. My best shoulder to cry at, my best ear receiver and my best gay partner! Hope there is a chance to change which could change their destiny!

Receive my call and first thing is payment!!WTF!
RM24250!!! It's my parent 4 month salary! By 18 of July have to clear it!
Headache! 24K! not a small amount! only the 1 semester of the 1st year

But this is all my future path, I have to accept the reality and I have faith on things I believe in, there will be a turning point for my friends.
Good luck to me!

Holiday's activity

Since the holiday trip till now, I didn't update here, even I'm damn free...=.=
Not working for 5 months, at home just facebook and drama! Boring! Waiting for letter everyday, keep on waiting and wait.


Finally!

Result of my foundation was out, not perfect, but I'm satisfied with it 1A, 2A-,1B+ and 1B with a CGPA of average of 3.83 (not 4 flat...T.T), no one is perfect!^.^
But just unexpected, I overestimated my 3rd term result, not as good as I wished, just take it as a lesson, learn from mistake and never repeat it! 
Once bitten, twice shy!
Send my degree program application, and wait again!
Time flies~~

My family and my aunts' family and uncle's family went to Terengganu trip again since last 9 years ago. We went to Tasik Kenyir, peace and calm place, a beautiful place in Peninsular Malaysia, no night life there.
Next day we went down Kuantan to Bukit Gambang Water Park... HOT!!!
The weather was killing us, the Sun heats up the earth ground and overheat it I think!
We had sunburn and was terrible! PAIN!
Fine! On the way back home, we saw Genting Highland, my mom and my aunt discussed and we went up there...xD
Now the coldness of the atmosphere frozen us...too cold and I didn't bring my jacket!
Short sleeve and short pants with my sport shoe....shivering body in the theme park with all my younger cousin there...tired day!

For just 4days3nights trip ends like this as school reopen for my brother and sister.
A family gathering, family from Penang and Johor meet at one place, have meals together, play together...FUN!

Enjoy family time!

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Bukit Mertajam - Melaka - P.Perhentian - Bukit Mertjam

13/04/2012
AgnesLim, FongYing, Yison, Jemay and FooHau reach my sweet home
(My house quite like theirs...^^)

Then have to go bus station to pick up LiQi!!!arrghh!!

They reached here about lunch time, we so tired and we just go taupau food...alot!!!
then do what leh? watch ghost movie - me, YiSon and FooHau
AgnesLim and Jemay used my PC watch On-Call36...haha

You will be very curious...what is LiQi and FongYing doing right???hahaxD
They both sleeping!!!they locked the stupid door!!!(Don't know got anything happen or not)

We go pasar malam that night also...come back home, tired like hell.
But the journey just began!

Waiting for coach, and take the 1st photo session
Guys with my daddy

7 of us...^.^
S.H.E...=.=

14/04/2012 - Reached Melaka at 7a.m.
Me and AgnesLim with back pain!!!(Shit and F**k the bus operator, change my place!!!)

Edwin had been waiting for us for 1 hour early in the six...>.<
He took his cars and we go for breakfast...DimSum
LiQi met new friend in Melaka...^^

Still ordering a lot more!!!FULL!!!
WOW!!!
after breakfast we went Edwin's house...we bath and took a nap...my eyes is like goldfish's...not having a tight sleep in the bus...

After that, we went Edwin's Grandma house, love the nature surrounding of the house, peace and calm
Peace and calm..far away from the hustle and bustle of the city
At the living room, chatting with Edwin's grandma
极品!!国宝!!

Roommate!!! Hope we can stay together again!
Best Buddy Ever!

F4

Sweet Sweet Love!!!Stay Sweet!
Gay-ish

Grandma and grandson

AhMa's bodyguards

Later, we went Jonker Walk for lunch and shopping!

We had the Famous Chicken Rice Ball...
the funny thing is LiQi ask me how the eat the ball...i ask him to imagine how he gonna eat it....hahaxD
See the queue!!!
Hanging Long dragon!!!吉祥!
we were looking at the dragon spill out water from it's mouth
This uncle kept on hanging around with his car...Nice car!

When they served this, LiQi wanted to call the guy to order rice...=.=

Memang Pandai makan!!! 2 chickens...

After lunch, some durian desert...durian cendol...nice nice!and the deco of the cup is so nice!Spiky!
Funny...haha

Egg ice-cream

Hehe...自high中!
The guy's umbrella...YENG!!
YiSon act cool...haha

Baba Nyonya Antique shop...
Check-in hotel, bath and rest...(FooHau and I don't know why sampat take photo)

mirror gonna break!haha

After a break, night market arise, road were closed for night market activity...had our dinner here, eat a lot of food...but not full...haha
threesome!!!

these fruit tea, exclusive only can get in Jonker Walk...i had 2 of this!!!nice nice nice!!
Recommended!

This Mat Saleh's hair...pro!
我们的脚踩到了柠檬...??脚酸了...haha

Where to go next???
Used to be a generator...now become an attraction

LaLaLaLaLa!!

A corner of the riverside
Too sweet!!!xD

Aiya!!!I became light bulb liao!>.<
Ticket for the cruise
A tired night after enjoying Melaka Heritage Night Life...
Sleep tight that night!


15/04/2012 - Melaka town exploration, night bus to Jerteh
Wake up, breakfast, then prepare to check out...My own self snapped photo...
三朵金花,一视同仁...become zebra liao!
Heading to Dataran Pahlawan, had our Nyonya lunch, watch battleship!!!!hooray!!

DP - Dataran Pahlawan
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BATTLESHIP!

After movie, rushing again, to this shop, capital satay!!!Satay Celop!
The Best!!! Recommended!

Long queue also!
s

Me and AgnesLim share....haha
Because of satay celop, we were late for our bus!!Kena scold gok!!SHIT the guy!!
One conclusion can be made, wanted to have nice food, you have to queue!
Good thing does not reach easily!

At 7.30p.m, we took bus to Jerteh from Melaka, after meet DeYi at the bus station!
the bus stopped quite a number of place as it is not express bus, but how to do? It is the only bus... 
We stopped at Segamat(Johor), Kuantan(Pahang), Kuala Terengganu then Jerteh!
QiuYan, YinFen and WanJing were waiting us there also
FooHau was so excited because he can be with WanJing...haha

And left only 1 person -SohSuFeng!!!arrggghhh!!
everyone wait for her!!

16/04/2012 - P.Perhentian Stay

Early in the morning, earlier than the Sun we had reached Jerteh. Everyone except SuFeng.=.=
We were waiting for the boat transfer...

Waiting outside of the office

Finally!!!!

This cha bor don't know what she want, wanted me to take photo with her, but cannot stand close her...=.=

FongYing...why you want let people see your ass???

Mandi finished, still don't want to keep his towel, he thought he is the superman...>.<

haha...superman and superwoman

Rude!!!

It's time for some facebooking....xD

The cha bor is sleeping like a pig!!!


Twins!!! Ah Sa and Ah Q.


His pattern always be  top of the list


a photo before they depart 1st....



YiSon - typical Asian photo shot

Wonder Girls...

LiQi so gay-ish!!!

They wait here, I wait in the office!!!

FongYing reaction!!!

FongYing Reaction!!!




Yeah! Bye mainland!

Good guy...those things were not his, because is mine!!!hahahahaha

Gatal loh...xD

their hair epic!!!

looking at what????tell me!!!!
Are you ready kids? Aiyai Captain!!!

Making arrangement

FooHau wanted to save the last shot he can get...
Bon Voyage...

They departed and I...
Sadly alone, teased by the gang, waiting for someone important...

And finally after 2 hours waiting...but never mind...
Finally!!!
Same as what the gang did, filling the form....
Our time waiting for our boat transfer...

Our boat is here, we both, with another 4 Chinese, and with another 4 foreigners...
One of the foreigner quite handsome....haha

We reached our chalets, have a rest, then had our lunch...not much longer, we were out to our snorkeling trip in Perhentian Island...

Explore the sea, under the sea, the beauty of God's creation, freedom you can see as the fishes swims
With no worry, swim as they want...
The bus to Jerteh is tiring enough, plus on the snorkeling, we were exhausted, but we had a BBQ dinner
BBQ dinner...^^
after that??

We strolled along the beach, feel the breeze of the sea wind, listen to the sound of the ocean
Feel it's power, it's greatness and humbleness...

We sat on the bridge, like 那些年...haha
We listened to songs, sang together, enjoyed every moment we had
That time, i just felt I'm so lucky I had them the crazy people as my friends...they are superb!
We talked heart-to-heart...we share our moment, memories.


17/04/2012 - Redang Island and Lang Tengah Island

Early morning, Edwin woke up just to see to sun rise, he took some photo of it, very nice, but I'm too lazy to wake up.....haha
Nice view!



After breakfast, we wait for our boat

1st is island of the day - Redang Island
fuyoh! there got a lot of nice and luxurious hotel.

we went to More More Tea Inn to shop!
夏日么么茶

who's hand is it??

Sweet couple, 幸福的女人


Waiting for other to shop finish

Redang Beach

Almost 2p.m, we haven't took our lunch, everyone is  like very tired...

Having lunch at the Redang Marine Reserved Park
Enjoy Life...

Got other tables, yet we choose to sit together....^.^
Look like sampat po....
Snorkeling at the Marine Park, and later to Lang Tengah Island..
Something happened, one of our boat's motor malfunctioned?!?!?!?
so we had to stopped at this hotel - Sari Pacifica
RM1200++ per night!!!!=.=
the most luxurious hotel and resort among the islands..
RM1000++ hotel...

the swing like senget towards one side...haha

the guy behind keep on swinging....Jemay so scare

All still waiting....


Close LP!

Sleeping beauty meh???


Actually FongYing very scare to fall....haha

YEAH!!!

Dolls for sale...xD
Airplane flying...

"Show Luo"

三人行

nice view from the beach 
Hot sun Model runaway

Wah!!!

Siao!!!
Apa lu mau??/

Act cute wor....

Always together...xD

We went to the bay just beside the beach for the last snorkeling...
then we went back to Perhentian Beach, but we requested to stopped at the waterfall again, the water is like damn cold!
Ready for the water war!!!!

Peace!

Tired...

Siao tar por, fall down many times...

queuing to take water

Edwin looked happy, don;t know what he is looking at


Water beauty!

Jemay thinking : Kanasai, very cold lah!!!


her pattern always the funniest!


After mandi again at the waterfall, we went back our hotel, what we did is...
FooHau's Tomb!
To do this tomb, DeYi broke people's shovel...he is too strong i think...
Pity FooHau...dead at the beach...hahahxD
R.I.P.

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WanJing don't be sad...

Laughing of his boobs!!!

This big, what will be its measurement???

Fat, big dick!!!FooHau so strong!!!

Very funny....LiQi is making his boobs...haha

2 crazy people!!!!
Kayaking after making the tomb, tiring game, but very fun!!!!
The last boat we can save before they kept it...

Smile!!!
 Plan to play volleyball, but no ball!!!haha

It is about 7 something, we bathed and took our dinner...We buy Sunflower seeds and sit at the beach, chit chat...then went back to room to pack as next day morning we had to leave early..packing chit chatting
Enjoy every last moment we had, we had made up some special moment, hope they like it.
Just wish them all the best...


18/04/2012 - Back to home
Everyone back to their own home
Sun rise...nice sun...
Miss everyone badly...hope we can meet each other again!

Took this in the bus, he look exhausted, extreme...
We sleep straight from kota bahru to Grik, then Grik to Butterworth, without any disturb...
Our bus only have 11 people...=.=

Arrived Butterworth...my mom fetch us
Some of them took bus back to my house
 We went dinner at Bukit Tengah, went FongYing's brother house...We have a night there


19/04/2012 - Perlis and Perak back home!!
Afternoon, after lunch, Agnes, FongYing, Yison and Jemay went back to Perlis
LiQi stay with me at my house until night, to catch his night bus..
We both had our heart-to-heart talk...He still my buddy!!
No secret among us, only sincere...

At night, everyone left, me alone again
Tear of joy and tear of happiness rolled down my face
It is my pleasure to have them as my friend.
To those who didn't join us to the trip, I understand your circumstance..

Wish you all, all the best for your future!
No matter we going to meet each other or not, we are still friend! Best friend!!
We all are KANNEH!!!


Some other photo - Snorkeling, Odd and Funny Pic
Me and Agnes
Popeye the sailor man

Give me a post!

Our chalet!

After snorkeling!drying ourself

o0o...o0o  see this also know who is this!

She is so thin and look Africa child!!Malnutrition!

Mr.Ooi



Nice pic this!

Sweet Sweet!

Miss Soh

Mr.Koh

We rest 1st!!

He thinks he is strong!!!

Bubbles effect!


Miss Lim

Edwin always be the cool guy!

Miss Puah

She got 3 pairs of eyes, and 3 mouths!!!haha

Miss Soo

Coral..

QiuYan's "boyfriend" in white shirt!


Honeymoon...<3

Me...Me...

Mr & Mrs Koh

Best Pic took!


Mr Tan

Act like couple, but not
Act like friend, but not!


Sister!


Mr.Lim



Turtle from the Turtle Bay

Marine from the Redang Marine Park

Mr. Yen...difficult to have his photo..








School of fish



The fish is BIGGER than our head...

好像在拍特写

Turtle size is bigger than his body!


That siao kia try to get up the boat, but fail!

















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